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Rodney Howard Brown says for awhile I had always felt this emptiness, like I wasn’t doing something right in my Christian walk but never could put my finger on it. I was clueless. I would act like everything was ok, but deep down I wanted so much more than what I was receiving. I have always been told that “You stand out in a crowd” and “God has something so much bigger for you” but I never saw that, ever. These Great Awakening Tours America meetings have really been touching me deep down where the dust was gathering and it’s awesome! I’ve never been so hungry to read the word, it’s like I freak out if I haven’t had time during the day to read at least a little bit. The youth as a whole has this reading plan which has also dramatically helped me stay reading the bible daily. The things I would do I would never really look at through the eyes of the spirit. I never saw the way that God sees these things. Rodney Howard Browne tells us that These bad habits are changing because God is revealing to me how easily your spirit man can become impure in the things that we watch, what we say and how we say it, also even in our attitude. Opening up these doors allows so much space for the enemy to come in and take me out and I refuse to let that happen. I’m contending, not for the battle that has already been won, but I’m contending for the change that I want to see take place in my life. I don’t even want to look the same. I want to walk, talk, breathe, sleep, act in a completely different way. I never want the old Jill to resurface, I always want to keep moving and pressing forward. I can honestly say that I have never felt this hungry for God before it’s like my spirit is just yearning for more and I cannot get enough.-Jillian S.